I'm not giving up, I will keep trying till the day i DIE. This time I have a friend holding what little money I have, told NOT to give it to me till Thursday when I will need it for gas. Thursday will give me 7 days clean. and i PRAY that will be enough to get me ober the w/d. I have only little gas in my tank but enough food and ibprofun here to keep me alive and not in severe pain. Its bad when you cannot trust your self to even hold ten dollars when going through w/d. PRAY pray pray is what I am doing. I need GOD so much right now and Like I said, I am NOT giving up. I have gotten through deaths of parents, deaths of close friends and I can get through this SOME HOW. PLEASE anyone reading, if you tried and slipped back, TRY AGAIN. if we keep trying it will WORK at some point. I thank all the notes and hugs I got from you all, Im sorry I have been feeling to bad to get on and write much but please know you are ALL in my prayeres EVERY single day.
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