The duggars loosing there precious angel has steared up a ton of emotions in me. I lost my precious Timothy just weeks after there little josie was born. I remember the week they announced there preagnacy with her I also foiund out I was preg as I was only about 3 weeks behind her. well there precious Joisie was born and my precious Timothy was lost within days of airing her birth. I watch the show and see her and think that would be my timothy he would be ablout that size he would be doing those things. well last year I gave birth to a rainbow that will be 1 in 2 days and I am now expecting another rainbow 2/6/12. My emotions have been everywhere. I was relaxed a little with this preagnacy I was lookign forward to his arrival but now I am scared I am anchious and trying to look at my lifes and not my loss not that my precious Timothy is or will ever be replaced but I think you know what I mean. Im just a bundle of emotions and sure im just rambling on but noone seems to understand