Im not one to normally ask for help. Im not sure why. I guess I am really stubborn and always have to do it myself. I just dont think Im up to it anymore. I feel like everything is falling apart around me. My boyfriend is addicted to cocaine. I no longer recognize the person that he has become. He hurts me daily with his lying and deception. Making up stories and lying or just down right stealing money. We can barely afford the bare essential and half the time, not even those. Ive begged, Ive yelled, Ive threatened, Ive screamed, Ive cried. Soo many tears. Nothing affects him because all he cares about is scoring his next hit. Ive never done drugs so I will never, ever understand how this can be happening. I feel so lost and alone and just dont know where to turn anymore. I know I need to give it all to God and let him handle it, but I dont think I know how. Please remember in your prayers, I need to find some peace. Thank you.