Being vulnerable. Giving in to fears, It's a toss up most days. My memories and the connections to the emotional feedback are very vivid.
My belief system of crossing over is as simple as walking through a door, Seeing my loved ones as simple as looking through the window. Both work from either direction.

losing control of my mind

My mother being alive again, and being dependent on her. I still have nightmares.

My very, very, very sweat daughter, dreamed that she'd killed my mother a few weeks ago. (The kids have both heard/seen me crying in my sleep.)

We talked about it. A dream is just a dream. We all know that Grandma had her own past of trauma that shaped her.





I'm atheist. Death is the end. Which is exactly what gives life so much meaning to me.

Im not scared of dying. My biggest fear right now is loosing my partner. If i were to loose him i think id take my life.

I would have thought at one time losing those who I loved/family was my biggest fear but I've lost most of them now and somehow you find a way through because you have no choice ….

I think I'm on the same page as Jewells now..... xo

I think my greatest fear is living a life lost and alone. Death doesn't scare me half as much as life without love does.

I'm with Jewells, being vulnerable and hurt is a fear of mine, but if the right love came to me I have no doubt I would put my entire heart in it. I have been brutally hurt so many times.

I was not scared of dying until I had to stare it in the face when I was not ready to go.

I think my current fear is stepping back out into the world to get a job and be a part of something. What if I fail? But what if I succeed....

Airplanes. I am deathly afraid of flying. Which sucks because I used to fly a lot, all over the world. Last one was Vancouver to Aucland to Fiji, and back. A day at 30,000 feet. ughhh.

I don't like heights either Bluth..... planes or even high buildings looking down I get dizzy

I got over my fear of heights building scaffolding in Edmonton, for years and years. Got used to walking a 2 inch metal frame 10-15 stories up (half the time in minus 40. heheh)

Planes though. It's awful. It's so unnatural to me. I usually get lucky and find a decent movie, and watch it 7-8 times in a row,

Going to update mine. Dying from complications of type I diabetes. Lost a childhood friend a year ago. Nearly died 6 weeks ago and it has nearly got me at least 6 times. I view diabetes as a product of my childhood trauma. So I don’t want that to be my end

My biggest fear is that I will find out that there is nothing really worth caring about. That all of life is just perspective and when perspectives change everything can be lost.

Ironically, 2magicman, my greatest fear is having my family contact me again. They're very violent to each other and to me. I moved 6,000 miles from South America to get away with them and settled in Richmond, VA. Loved it there. Then they shocked me by moving the 6,000 miles to follow me there! So I moved from Richmond, VA to Springfield, MO. Lo and behold, after I got settled there, they moved and followed me there again.

It wasn't love, it was an attempt to control No one in generations of family violence in my family had ever broken out of the abusive system like I was doing. So they wanted to sit on me and make sure the family secret was kept.

I moved again, back to Maryland. They had a former FBI agent come contact me for them at my new workplace! Holy cow, it never ends! I reported him to my human resources department, and he laid off for a couple of years. I did hear from him again this past December, he reminded me he was still there. Always there, I guess, lurking.

It's creepy how abusive families never stop.

I'm scared that I won't be able to move out and put my distance far far away from my parents and grandparents and pretty much any relatives of mine. I am planing to move away to another country. My greatest fear is I would fail and would stuck here with them til the day I die.

My greastest fear is myself and what all abides within me.