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Visited specialist itching continues
I took a sick day off of work yesterday and drove 1 and 1/s hours away to a dermatologist at a big teaching hospital at a university to see about treating my prurigo nodularis and the nightly itching that I've had for 64 days now.
It was a waste of time and money really. Two doctors looked at me and said that I've used all of the prescription creams there are at this point. Try a tanning bed and come back in a month, they said. I don't know what for.
I have a follow up appointment Friday with my local dermatologist I first went to. I'm starting to think I'm just on my own with this and should save myself the money. I dreamed my itching symptoms were cancer last night, Hodgkins disease. Woke up glad it was just a nightmare.
Your support here so far has been the best thing anybody gave me for this so it wouldn't trigger my PTSD worse.
Now it looks like it's really the only thing--will power and support. Thank you for that.
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.

Continued support while you find what works for you, muji.
J.
I take Vitamin D year round...less in the Summer months. I increase it by one in the Winter when we don't see too much Sun.
Best of luck to you. And, please don't give up. You're worth it, you know.:)
Check meds versus vitamin D supplements. Some meds (not many) can hinder vitamin D absorption via dietary sources. (I have one. Thus, I know. Gah. I'll die of freaking skin cancer to help stop everything *else*!)
Big hugs from a soft distance, so you don't itch worse.
Crazy as it sounds.... make a nice peppermint tea (Bigelow all-peppermint) and dilute it, chill it, and bathe your afflicted areas. Sometimes that helps me with bug bites... *sigh* I'm lame....
My memory of that visit, though, will always be how my baffled specialists walked out of the room without a goodbye or instructions as to what to do next, leaving me standing in the middle of the room in my hospital gown going "um, what the --?" In my years of hospital chaplaincy work alongside docs I hadn't seen such an awkward farewell with no diagnosis or prognosis in conclusion. The tanning bed thought was early in the meeting and was just an idea thrown out there. The conclusion of the visit was a no closure muttering while walking away. Sort of absurdly like a Monty Python skit.
I have another appointment with my local dermatologist tomorrow. We'll see if he can communicate this time. With me, I mean. Last time he talked over me to his assistant. Literally.
More and more I see the value of looking someone in the eye and speaking directly to them. It can really make a person feel like they are not alone and that they are cared for.
Takes a scary amount of intelligence and work to get through med school, even more so for the specialists. Social skills on top of that is often a rare thing.