hi

I miss you all. a few things have been going on lately. I have been learning to use talk and text when I'm sending out an email and an app device to read when I'm reading a book because of my eyes and my fingers. 

I also decided to drop that Crooked Eye Doctor Who verbalize she cares and her action show something different and she treats me like I'm the worst patient that walks through her door that she keeps verbalizing that he likes me. Plus she will not and she's refusing to do the paperwork for my insurance for me to do eye or vision therapy from last year. every I visit from last year one minute she's going to do it another minute she said she the company say no then another minute she said she's going to do it this been going on for one foot here so I spoke to my nurse coach and my medical case manager and I'm transitioning out of this eye doctor to find a new eye doctor which I'm kind of happy and glad for this new experience. changes are hard but if I want good service or a good provider of good medical help at got to do what I got to do and that's what I've been learning lately.

Also, the person who's helping me at home, I think next week would maybe one month since she's working with me. I guess she's going to stay I don't know she seems okay just some rough edges that she doesn't I don't know but I'm working on it. 

My therapist session has continued to be awesome. She amazed me she makes me smile makes me cry and she is very flexible and continue to see her twice a week which is a blessing for me.  Because I have a lot going on and a lot of figuring out and a lot of changes but overall I'm grateful. 

One neighbor who had lied on me I think last year about your only African-American maintenance guy said that I told her that she broke into her home which was a lie. She moved out I think last week or the week before (she was evicted). I am sad but happy because what she did wasn't right. I am sad because I hope she has a place to live but kind of happy because I do not like to have people walking around lying on me. Overall things are not bad still need to work on things to try and every day things change and I try to attack and do my best to stay calm etc. I still have pains, I'm still trying to figure out some of my doctors if I'm going to keep them are not and keep the good ones and try to find better ones. But it's a lot but I miss you guys and thinking. I am using text to speak and sorry if any grammar etc.