The last seven years have been a blur. And passed by oh so fast.


Chasing a long held hunch, I recently had validation of its existence. or more appropriately, Their existence.

I have not posted since like last February. Almost a year and yet is seems a day away.

My C-PTSD which was bad enough after a diagnosis of Generalized Anxiety Disorder.

Before that ADHD.

Before that a confused adult.

Before that a very sexual little boy.

Dad and his friends had a way with "play"

It is always one step forward, two back.

I am going the wrong way again. Dang, this just keeps going...

At least I am not alone, however, we argue a lot and can't seem to agree on a direction for this life.

And my Therapist is not to quick to send in a diagnosis. I am okay with that. Best we keep it local for now. Kind of on a need to know basis.

all my best...