Your life is more important than what your friend thinks. You do have every reason and right to go inpatient if that's what you need to stay safe, so don't worry about what that friend thinks. Your friends here think you should go inpatient and protect your life. We think you should have every bit of attention and coddling that you need. Your life and your needs are the most important thing.

I second donnawanda's statement. Yiur life is far more important than anyone's opinions - good, bad, or indifferent. We may not know you person to person face to face but we are all fighting the same battle and we want everyone to be successful in the battle. There is nothing I can think of that could ever warrant taking one's own life. I have been there before and I am so glad to be alive. Things may be tough right now, but they will get better. I know this sounds crazy but we all care. Trust in us. All of us will help in any way we can.

There is a story of a wounded duck I remember. This duck was flying with its flock in the air and something happened and it was injured in-flight. The entire flock dropped back to protect the wounded duck and help it. Right now we are dropping back to help and protect you. I would tend to agree going inpatient is a safe option. Its important to tell whoever you talk to everything that caused this. They cannot help what they do not know. Please keep us posted. We are with you

i hope you've already gone to the hospital, we can't ell how long ago the posts happened. in case you haven't, or in case you check in, i want you to know, that i believe your going for help is very important - you are worth every single thing you can do to keep yourself safe.

we care about you, you are so special and worth caring about. i love new yorker's story about those ducks : ) i hope you are either there or on your way to there and i hope they are coddling the heck out of you as i would be if i could find a way to be closer than this keyboard right now. you deserve every bit of it. i am sending you the warmest, most safe hug right now.

Hi PP, Sending you much support. I agree with what everyone wrote above^

You're worth it.
Gentlest of hugs <3

You are an individual, your own person. The ONLY you. You are beautiful, unique, and I am sure you hold plenty of love in your heart. Take care of yourself, sweet soul <3 Do what feels right to you, regardless of anybody else's opinion. HUGS <3

Become an inpatient asap.

Yes,i agree with everyone above,if you need to go inpatient to stay safe please do so.

Please remember that you are of value.

My thoughts are with you.

Lilly and every one else I haven't checked in yet. I fell asleep early last night.
Nothing has changed my thoughts of suicide. I'll check in a few hours.
Thank you all for supporting me. I'll try to send a msg before I go to the ER.

Thank you for letting us know, and thank you so much for choosing to take care of yourself by checking in. We really want you to be safe. I am sure you are going to turn a corner one of these days and things will start getting better. I have seen you come through so much - I want to see you stick around for the good parts!

(((hugs)))

hugs and much support to you, thanks for reaching out to. us. Hope you have gone to the hospital, I will be thinking of you

I'm at the hospital ER waiting to be medically cleared and to have a social worker assessment.
I'm here, I'm not going anywhere else. Hopefully I won't have too long of a wait down here.
Thanks for caring for me and believing in me. I'll post again when I get home.

thank you, so much for letting us know, yes - but even more for going and taking care of ((((you))))

the biggest most safe (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hug)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Me too, what Lilly said.

I didn't catch this early on, PP, but I'm glad you posted from the ER. Donnawanda framed things from the outset the way I see them, too: your life is more important than what one friend thinks. I'm glad you followed that and went to the ER, because you have friends here always. We're with you. Keep us posted, OK?

I wish I would have seen your posting earlier but I am really relieved to see that you did the best thing for yourself and went. It's hard to do sometimes, it takes a lot of strength to look at a problem and no you can't solve it by yourself. Your pretty awesome for keeping everyone updated we all care and would worry like crazy if you just disappeared. Hope they help you get over this hurdle. Healing thoughts sent your way.