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So...I did two really stupid things.
I did not lie to the driver's license people, and I quit my job without another lined up.
So...no driver's license and no job? Bad combination. Most of the employers who would hire me as a guard demand a current DL. I have not even got the paperwork from the state for my doc to fill out, much less sent it back.
...I have to go to a judge and ask for a hardship/ essential needs licensure, simply because I am running out of time. I need to be back in a job!
In the meantime, I should apply for some joblet just to keep money coming in. Will do that too.
I was getting all melodramatic and came up with yet another plan to off myself... But that's stupid too.
I have to grow up and stop that.
...I think it's because I feel like my distress didn't matter back then? Shit, doesn't matter much now either. Does not change what I have to do.
I have to clean up after my own stupid mistakes.
I hate myself? But that doesn't matter much. Hating or liking myself or feeling anything about myself changes nothing. I'm just a thing.
I did not lie to the driver's license people, and I quit my job without another lined up.
So...no driver's license and no job? Bad combination. Most of the employers who would hire me as a guard demand a current DL. I have not even got the paperwork from the state for my doc to fill out, much less sent it back.
...I have to go to a judge and ask for a hardship/ essential needs licensure, simply because I am running out of time. I need to be back in a job!
In the meantime, I should apply for some joblet just to keep money coming in. Will do that too.
I was getting all melodramatic and came up with yet another plan to off myself... But that's stupid too.
I have to grow up and stop that.
...I think it's because I feel like my distress didn't matter back then? Shit, doesn't matter much now either. Does not change what I have to do.
I have to clean up after my own stupid mistakes.
I hate myself? But that doesn't matter much. Hating or liking myself or feeling anything about myself changes nothing. I'm just a thing.
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I feel so dirty and used I was drunk and passed out at a party when I came around some guy was on top of me rapeing me he covered my mouth and told me to shut up afterwards he got up and got dressed and said I better not tell anyone I found my friend and reported that I had been raped after having medical checks and them getting DNA I've taken the morning after pill IAM just so depressed and...
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Upon his departure, he remarked, "I am in many people’s pockets; no one will believe you." Have you ever grappled with the silence that follows sexual assault, where the perceived impossibility of being believed necessitates self-censorship?
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