Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) Support Group
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i was expecting a back payment of £600 from sick pay benifits which i was going to use to get my car fixed with. Tirns out im getting none of it. I have no income this means. They expect me to share with m but m doesnt share hos with me. Its always been that way. He has his money and i have mine. Everyone tells me it shoulfnt be like that after 8 years and wanting future together rest our lives. We should share?? He didnt serm keen on a jount saving account when i mentioned it.
then theres the extreme fatigue and fibro pain and yeh.doctors and shit making me obessive and paraniod.
then the stupid sick sexual abuse memory i had i cant deal with.
Agggghhhh.
I just wont eat for months till i get a new job shall i?
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I feel so dirty and used I was drunk and passed out at a party when I came around some guy was on top of me rapeing me he covered my mouth and told me to shut up afterwards he got up and got dressed and said I better not tell anyone I found my friend and reported that I had been raped after having medical checks and them getting DNA I've taken the morning after pill IAM just so depressed and...
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Upon his departure, he remarked, "I am in many people’s pockets; no one will believe you." Have you ever grappled with the silence that follows sexual assault, where the perceived impossibility of being believed necessitates self-censorship?
You have alot going on all at once. Sounds like some things are new and some things have been going on for a while. Communicating with your husband about your thoughts and feelings can be very difficult. I would encourage you to talk to him, and even seek marriage counseling
so that you can believe that there is hope. Praying for you.