Last night a couple friends and I went to the Sox game. It was a great time and we had a blast. The Red Sox managed to win by 1 run in the bottom of the 9th inning and everyone was going crazy but we were all having a good night and everyone was happy. Afterwards, we went to a bar across from Fenway and we were just chilling and having a beer and I happened to glance over at the entrance to the bar and I saw him. The guy who assaulted me in college and a couple of his buddies were right there. One of my friends I was with is well aware of how I get when I start to go into an episode. She noticed I was spacing out and starting to twitch a little and asked if I was okay. The other two guys that were there I'm not really close with so I didn't feel like discussing my personal matters with them. She ended up taking me home and I felt bad that I ruined the fun for the night but my mood went from 100 to like -20 in an instant. I started tearing up and she got me out of there but the two guys we were with were kinda annoyed. They didn't have to leave with us but I guess felt obligated to and I felt like I was being a huge bummer :/ but it's something I can't control