I have been picked on and bullied all my life.  I try to be an honest caring person.  I struggle to make a living.  Why do peopme feel they can take advantage of me?   I am so angry i can hardly speak. 

I purchased so items from an auction and when i went to pick it up they said they lost it but would deliver it when they found it.  3 weeks went by and i contacted them.  They had not found it.  I asked for a refund...it is 75.00.  Now they will not talk to me.  So i posted on there website my story and that got there attention.  They decided that if i came intoday they would refund me...so i drove in today and they were closed.  

I became extremely triggered as lying is a trigger for me and my anger flared.  My ptsd symptoms are infull swing

I feel so helpless that there is nothing i can do.  Since i paid electronially my money is gone.  I have no recourse with the bank.   The police laughted at me for 75.00.  They know they won.  They kniw i cannot do a dam thing.  

I am so angry i just want to go plaster their build with signs say rip off, fraud and buyer beware.  

I am so frustrated that i even had thoughts of suicide.  People suck.  I am just tryong to make a living and survive and asshole like this are put there making it that much worse.  I hate people.  They cannot be trust.  Let you guard down and this is what  happens.  I am so stupid for being taken advantage of and letting this happen.  I trusted them.  Lesson learned never let your guard down.  Never trust.  People are evil and will hurt you.

Life is just a struggle and for what.