When i was 14 i had a miscarriage. My ex boy friend was 14 at the time too. I was kind of forced into to having sex with him, I said yes before i felt so pressured into it. He was very pushy with me. Tonight i had a flashes of images of having my miscarriage when i was 14.. I remember thew whole thing clearly as if it had just happened yesterday... I remember the blood, and passing the placenta, and everything....it was pretty traumatic for me. I still think about it every now and then.

Could this be one of the reasons i have PTSD? Can having a miscarriage cause PTSD?

If i was older, i dont think it would have bothered me as much.... but i was only 14.....The ex i had the miscarriage with became abusive, after i had the miscarriage... he did so many things to me that i wont mention right now, and he did a lot of things in front of his own mother...and sometimes she didnt even try to stop him....I feel so lost right now.... I barely ever think of that relationship... but tonight my mind brought it up for some reason. :(