Sorry your in so much pain, you have my empathy, I deal with pain a lot too & it really can take a lot out of ya,
I’m hoping things go good too
Sending you support & gentle hug <3

I live alone and went through surgery last December. It's a thing, I'll admit, to convalesce at home on your own after getting back from the hospital. Glad you have the medical now, though, to make it an option. I got lucky that way, too, so I only had to pay 10% of the total surgery's costs--I paid $2500 of the total $25000.

It's scary, but if you have medical now it might be worth it like my surgery was for me. I got a friend to take me home from the hospital and to look in on me now and then as I was recovering. As you recover at home, if you're alone at home like I was I'd recommend logging on here so as not to feel so all alone. It helped with me, so praying it's good for you, too, Tough.

How are you todat toughasteel? Please keep us updated. Sending healing wishes your way.

triple hugs of healing support tough

Sorry my phone is acting up. So my doctors nurse called me Monday and said that they saw a few things in the MRI . But my doctor will go over everything with my on Thursday at my appointment. I so scared. I have so much going on already in my life. With me having deppreson , anxiety and ptsd. Not having my kids,my stepfather that has been there since I was 4 so basically my dad has been having mild sezuer and the main artery in his neck are totally clogged. So he has to have surgery. My biological father has cancer so bad is going through his hole body. Then I have been seeing this guy for two years and 4 months. Not sure why I stay but I supposed him and even when he went to jail for 8 months. He gets out and we are doing good i think. Then we wake up and get ready like normal to take me to work. He looks at me and says I will take the bus i need to get stuff done. I say ok are u sure he says yes and kisses me says I'll see u tonight. Well its 8:14pm and no call his phone is off that I got him. No text messages nothing. I am so stupid I stayed with this by after he has beat me bad and all the times he has been to jail paid for the phone calls and put money on his books. I got excuse my language fucked over. I'm so mad at my self . My life is falling apart. Can't stand it no more. Plus I even did some drugs because i just don't care any more. I was doing good. I'm a falur. Thank you all for your and it means alot. I hope u all are well and I say a pray for all of you. Much love

So sorry everything is happening at once for you, I know how that feels. I have been in that position with men before too, they zone in on our need and vulnerability. I think you need to put all this on a new post so you can get the support you need from here. Many would think they have already read this post but you need more of these lovely people to read it and offer their love and understanding. Many healing hugs for you.

Thank you