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MarahIdellCatLuvr
MarahIdellCatLuvr

I'm not sure how to ask for help or support. I'm not sure what I need tonight but I've spent the whole day wishing death on myself and daydreaming of how to do it. I purged three times. I'm not okay. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't understand why I'm so depressed and I don't want to wake up and start a new work day tomorrow. I'm sick of all of this. 

Community LeaderLeo
Leo
I'm in a similar state, minus purging (tho' with me, I don't eat after seeing my mom, b/c, well, I get sick if I eat that soon after exposure to that much... stuff...).... I don't know why/how I got here, why I'm doing it, and I was watching a comedy and wept like my ribs would break from pain.

You're not alone, and I am sick of my "all this", so.... Puma paw bump of gentle support and understanding... And please, remember your life has value. Hugs.
Beryl367
Beryl367
Awww Marah, so sorry to hear things feel so bleak right now.
Sending support and letting you know we value you here,

Hugs
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Big hug for you sweetie.... I think a lot of the world is struggling right now more then usual and that includes me

I'm sorry that you are as well

Another hug of support and peace sent.... xo
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