When you find that "Zapping machine" let us know. I am still looking for the key to mu time machine. Things so deep can not be undone, UN-remembered...only dealt with.


I want that machine from "Ellysium", too! That fixes all the broken and bad parts.

Jewells1I hear you

I chased normal for so long and then found out it's an illusion, like a mirage of water in the desert. I found out life itself is a chronic illness, in that it leads to aging and death in the best of circumstance. Nobody gets out of here alive.

Sounds dark and gloomy, but for me it was liberating. I don't mean to be glib, but I found some truth in that Bruce Cockburn song, "The trouble with normal is it always gets worse."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PMYKT_b2ZIo

Hope you can adjust to the chronic-ness of PTSD. I know how you feel. It's not fair, you're not alone in noticing that, and it's a hard pill to swallow.

OK, Jen, but if you do get all better you've got to promise to keep coming here anyway. We'd miss you!

You don't have to believe them telling you you can't be cured.

What matters most is the way you think, the way you feel.

Sometimes when they make the distinction between cured and treated it can mean a few different things.

It may never be like what traumatized you never happened but that doesnt mean you cant feel whole, strong and content again.

The world's understanding of conditions like this are so ever changing, don't let an individual's doubt decide your fate.

Don't believe them when they say you cant get better.

I don't.