I could post about things that have thrown me into a whirlwind of racing thoughts or anxiety I don’t understand but that’s just going to wait. I’m making memories with toddler. We went to a car show and my youngest (girl) enjoyed it more than my oldest (boy). Lots of booths and free food and toys too. Plus bounce houses and slides. They napped in the car because my youngest won’t nap at home usually and I genuinely can’t find a way to cope with two days of that. It keeps my anxiety high and keeps me from sleeping for days. Since I only have them home every other weekend we nap in the car on Saturday and do our best at home on Sunday. After nap we went to our friends house for an Easter egg hunt and ribs and painting and just plain fun. I slept almost five hours. They’re out like lights. Fun exhausting day.
How do you feel like you got away from abuse when you still feel the physical, emotional & mental pain of it everyday - very much so the physical pain makes it feel like did I ever really get away, I mean he didn’t murder me like he wanted to because I finally escaped, but the physical pain makes me still feel like I’ll never get away from the abuse, like I’m still being beat & abused...
wasn't sure if I could say easter and didn't wnat to insult anyone, so happy long weekend to the gang herefeel free to add positive wish tooMine is more sun please