Anybody heard of it? I did a light google search on it and didn't come up with much, but I seem to remember hearing the term allot during the late 80's and early 90's, typically while I was dropped by a therapist and/or being denied admittance to a program. It referred to the way I was actively seeking help, then proceeding to find fatal flaw with every suggestion offered. I spent more therapy time on declaring myself the exception to every rule than practicing the techniques I was there to study.

Insights welcome. I am beginning to think I am self-gaslighting again.