Last night my youngest daughter asked me to babysit overnight her 2 kids. I have let all my kids know that sometimes I cant handle kids because I have to be in the right place in my mind. So I told her that I was not up to it. Her reply was that I use PTSD as an excuse myself. Which hurt because I really want to spend more time but some days I cant handle myself let alone anyone else. So i replied I am sorry that she could not understand my predicament but thats just how it is. She told me that I should go f... myself and because of me she is now a bitch and she wanted to thank me for this. She has continually fly off the deep end because of drugs and I am done until she can get herself under control. She ran away most of 3 years of her life because of drugs and would stay for a day or two and then steal and leave. I know I did what I needed to do but it sure feels crappy.
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