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The past two months have been an intense roller coaster ride. My beloved's health crisis. Adult son dramas landing in my lap. The MIL dying. The FIL...??? being the FIL in search of a new caretaker project??? Coming on like a corporate raider???
Did I really manage to fit all that into a single paragraph?
This morning finds me feeling like a walking sparkler stick. Sparks just puffing off me in random directions. Maybe more like a REAL bitch shaking the hospital's alphabet soup broth out of her fur. Feels like the way to let it be. My beloved is home. The homestead is singing in tri-generational harmony, at least for now.
Hm-m-m-m...
The grandson doesn't want his nap. Can I take it for him??
Did I really manage to fit all that into a single paragraph?
This morning finds me feeling like a walking sparkler stick. Sparks just puffing off me in random directions. Maybe more like a REAL bitch shaking the hospital's alphabet soup broth out of her fur. Feels like the way to let it be. My beloved is home. The homestead is singing in tri-generational harmony, at least for now.
Hm-m-m-m...
The grandson doesn't want his nap. Can I take it for him??
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I feel so dirty and used I was drunk and passed out at a party when I came around some guy was on top of me rapeing me he covered my mouth and told me to shut up afterwards he got up and got dressed and said I better not tell anyone I found my friend and reported that I had been raped after having medical checks and them getting DNA I've taken the morning after pill IAM just so depressed and...
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Upon his departure, he remarked, "I am in many people’s pockets; no one will believe you." Have you ever grappled with the silence that follows sexual assault, where the perceived impossibility of being believed necessitates self-censorship?
Gentle hugs.
J.
A new place to live?
I mean, from what i know of the three parties involved? I rather imagine they would be an unstable and explosive mixture...especially # 1 son. # 2 son sounds a little less...erm...spiky, and more likely to ACTUALLY USE FIL's help...So maybe that would be really productive?
But getting them out of your hair for a bit would help.
# 1 son reminds me of me without meds...yup. I take meds in part because i like to leave the super b**ch suit in the closet.
You could decide he gets treated or takes a hike, because he's being a colossal douchebag and terrorizing everybody.
Your house, you can decide that...just sayin'. Hubs' condition necessitates it isn't an excuse, it's a good reason.
I do note here that I associate with trickster deities, and my advice should always be noted to contain such influence.
I am so glad your husband is home!!! :) You are going through a lot. You are very strong though and I believe that you can push through all of this.