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*except Buddhists :-)

Not sure, Blue, what this is...but I like your name and hope you go to service. How fragile are you feeling?

((Blue))

I hope you find the community you are looking for. And isn't it a great sign that you are actually looking for that? I think so.

I could not sleep, and i did not make myself get up :/.
Retry, depressive-bipolar support alliance, tomorrow evening?
It's a GLBT + family + friends group.

The UU's will be there next Sunday.
Today I am going to clean.
I have to do SOMETHING that shows forward progress, and do it daily.

I am really depressed, having a hard time doing what I need I know to do to help shift the depression. I also need a job. Mom gave me money, so I * have * a breathing space? But I will run out of money in about 3 months.

Hunkering down, getting immobile? Bad. Very bad. plus I would like to not be broke again. Emergency money in the bank feels really good.

BTW, thanks so much for being here. This is one of my sanity anchors. Y'all are great!

I'm hoping ... again ... that what you're doing is more like a little breather ... a little "staycation."

I'm hoping it leaves you rested, refreshed, and better able to take ... whatever next step you decide TO take.

I understand the feeling, though, of ... "what if it's NOT just a little breather ?"

I think it's great that you want to stay productive, no matter how simple those tasks may be. They add up, and the help self-esteem.

May they help yours ... immensely.

raining and hard day i get it went to church but want this day over

Yeah, and blue, the UU church will be there next Sunday. In fact, UU churches usually have light programming during the summer months, kind of the way schools let out for the summer. So you've got plenty of time, another month or so, before the new church year would start full swing for them anyway.

more hugs, Blue.

Sorry you are feeling fragile. I hope you get a job as that will keep your mind busy, glad to hear you have a supportive Mom. Sending you a hug

Mom, post-therapy, post-divorce, and on meds, is a very kind and supportive person, way more than the call of duty.

...Early mom had agitated depression, OCD features, took out her crap on me a lot...but also loved me.
...complicated. But I'm lucky, and grateful.
Most of my friends have been homeless at one or another point, so I am really grateful I am able to be housed and get my little samsonite suitcase full of meds stocked...
Suitcase full of pills, none are for fun. Sorry, Hunter S.
...I am going to de-stinkify and go to the supermarket. I need groceries. And CHOCOLATE. Oh YEAAAAAAH....

Get some chocolate for me?