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All of a sudden I would snap out of it and be somewhere, or not remember how I drove there. Thankfully this doesnt happen anymore.
I don't see this as negative, so long as I can confine it to times when I'm not driving or using power tools. I think it's a way of retreating from an unpleasant reality and creating a little vacation for the mind.
I feel all spaced out when I come out of it, like you described.
Are you sleep-deprived? Lack of sleep can cause intense daydreaming, it's a way for the mind to rest and relieve stress...a substitute for the dreaming we do when we sleep, I would guess. It's been well established with research that our brains really do need sleep and dreaming.
The kind of hazing they put residents through in hospitals where they force them to put in long shifts and do without sleep is ignorant and dangerous. There are people who are trying to stop this stupid practice...all it does is cause errors that injure and kill patients.
Since that happened I took an action plan of always having a small cooler of bottled water with me at all times. I also played up beat music and had people available to call if need be. (yes not a good idea to talk while driving, but better than driving while in a dissociative state)
Everyone dissociates at one point or another. Its actually quite common to mildly dissociate while driving.
Every time I have snapped out of highway hypnosis I was startled and knew exactly where I was- and it had scared me. Made me think of pulling over right at that moment. This everything that I had see before on the way to work seemed unfamiliar but I still knew I was on the way to work. I just did not connect with what I was doing- felt very strange. Drove the same route yesterday and had no problems with recognizing things at all. I did listen to music and consciously looked at and read road signs. I do not want to repeat the other day. I have a very long commute and can't afford to move closer to work.
I'm often distracted by my thoughts and inner world.
I know I had dissociation when I was a child. I was stuck in a fantasy land most of the time. It was easier that way.
Mindfulness teaches you to be in the moment which is what is required. It takes heaps of practice nbot to let these thoughts and reactions run away. I think a tremendous amount of self-discipline and healing love for our traumatized selves (often in the absence of support) issomething to embrace. Isolating makes the tendency to disaccociate more frequent. Other people help ground us. All the best with this.