Aspie, what got you unstuck in the past? Sometimes I forget to pull those tools back out. Sounds like you are grieving the losses that came with the move. Not stuck so much as a new issue to look at. Healing and comforting hugs.

Sorry i shouldnt of posted.i dont deserve anyones help. Sorry

hi Aspie, you dont have to feel stuck just do what your heart desires never hold back a thing and dont worry so much about what the others think because at the end of the day what makes you happy is what really matters the most...

Oh...Dear Aspie....

You DO deserve our help.

i'm so sorry you are back to feeling they way you were feeling when you od-ed,and i am sorry you are having the urge to self harm.

i so wish i had some tangible advice for you,or the perfect words to comfort you.

Just please know that i truly care,Aspie,and it pains me that you are suffering.

Please stay safe.

((((((( gentle hugs )))))

Awe, I'm so sad you feel this way. Life can be so hard. But, try to find hope, people do care. We all struggle but when you allow yourself to be alone and not lean on others can leave you in a very bad state. You are a person just like everyone else and everyone needs someone sometimes. We all make mistakes and no one does everything right. Take hope and offer up your heart to someone that you can trust. If you don't have someone we are here or talk to God. Don't stay stuck, hang in there. we care.

You're OK to all of us when you're stuck, too, aspie. A lot of us get stuck, too. Me, I'm a really slow PTSD learner. I saw therapists on time and took my meds regularly, but I was stuck in my recovery from my diagnosis in 1995 to 2007.

12 years. I know. Stuck that long. What the h--? Then I found the right PTSD therapist and the penny dropped, and for the first time I found out what progress in recovery felt like. I had that doc until 2011 when I lost my job and had to move away to get another one. Now I kind of live off of the progress he made with me in those four years back then.

Be good to yourself, it's not your fault. This PTSD thing is just that mysterious. Not just to us patients, but to docs, too. It's taking all of us to figure it out just a little bit at a time.

Feel free to rely on us for support between your personal growth spurts with PTSD where you get a new insight or a new med works for you. Like when Prazosin came along for nightmares 2 years ago as if it had been made just for me. I'd been waiting for that break since they took me off of Seroquel six years ago. What a relief.

It's not you, aspie, don't blame yourself. It's PTSD recovery that goes in fits and starts.