Deep breaths muji,ground yourself in the morning....

Much Much Support and Prayers.

Muji - you've got it. it is beyond terrible that there is another meeting - ridiculous and terrible. here's hoping this will be the absolute final 15 minutes of it all.

i will pray about this as soon as i log out for the night, knowing your meeting will happen before i'm awake with our time difference.

praying that this will be a bit of nothing meeting and you are as comfortable as you would be having coffee with friends chatting about nothing in particular.

Your prepared for this muji It's a challenging situation
No doubt I echo silver to ground yourself & I will add
Believe in and stand up for yourself
With you in spirit Tuesday

Gentle hugs Mujica

Il be thinking of u. Gentle hugs muji.

Support ongoing, Muji. You can do this, whichever way the meet-up swings.

PUMA POWER! Seriously, Muji, consider it as if it's already over, you already have paperwork saying, "You, Muji, are A-OK," and if they call another meeting... Please notify your attorney. The matter is settled, right? So why keep meeting? Maybe I'm just wired to smell rats whenever suits are involved, but seriously, if they try to push or pressure you... *hands over puma growl-snarl* You unleash some puma on them.

Thanks, everybody. I'm up early getting myself ready for the meeting, My attorney knows about it, my union rep will be there, and I'll be going to my psychiatrist after school today to put my sense of what took place on the record.

I can't think of anything else except to get through the meeting now saying as little as possible. The work overload has been reduced to a normal load for 2 weeks now, so I don't know what the point of having it is, is the thing.

It's as if it were designed to create anticipation anxiety, you know? I know it's not, I know it's ignorance behind it, not persecution. Any bosses with any sense would do exactly the opposite with a coworker who admitted to having PTSD.
They wouldn't have extra meetings with a vague agenda. Actually, it's not nice to do that to anyone, PTSD or no.

Oh, well. Hope it's a big fat non-event. Thanks for helping me keep it in that perspective, truly thanks.

I hope so too - that it's a big, fat non-event. It is a shitty thing to do. I hope your anger (controlled) gives you some bulwark against the fears that you feel. Anger does that sometimes.

I know you will let us know what happens.

I think it's hard to understand ptsd unless you've gone through it.

It's like the stupid things people say when I went through a divorce or had a death in the family. Add in too, that something that's a comfort to one person, isn't a comfort to another.

My guess is that the meeting is to "cover their butts". So that they can document that they "did something" after your concerns were raised. Possible too, that the legal department is making them do it.

That said, like you, I just don't know. Anxiety over not knowing...is by far the worst.

Heartfelt hugs, Patti

more hugs for after xo here with you/for you

Huge hug for you sweetie.... Please let us know how it goes....You are in my thoughts and prayers....xo

Sending good vibes and hoping it all turns out okay and is not triggering for you.

Love and Hugs,
Martha

You are in my thoughts and prayers, sending gentle hugs Muji