I can understand how hard it is. You know ive been in that place of trying to keep going and not giving up every day. But there is hope. Today i do not feel that way when i was 100 petcent itd never get better. Yeh i dont feel amazing but its managable today both mentally and pyhiscally. So dont give up theres hope for us all.
I do understand how shitty it feels though. Especially the feeling scared is hard.
I hope new doctors can help u in some way to help u move forward and out of pain.
Hugs my friend xo

No need to apologize. We all experience these moments and it sounds like you are focused on taking care of you which is good to hear. I am hopeful that new doctors help too. Sending supportive hugs!

lilmissy,

i have been thinking about you a lot.

i'm so sorry you are going through such an awful time...

i hope that your new doctors treat you with gentle empathy,and give you the help you so desperatly need and deserve.

i cherish your friendship and i am holding on to hope for you.

((((( gentle hugs ))))

No worries. I'm a mess myself. We'll have a good group cuddle-and-cry, how about it?

Lilmissy, you are sweet and thoughtful of others even in your own times of extreme struggle. I am wrapping you in my thoughts and prayers and asking all my angels to strengthen you and help you to breathe in peace. Triple,hugs my friend

Can I join the group cuddle-and-cry? I'm a mess, too...

I've been told only yesterday by DS friends to not apologise for not being here when I'm having a rough time, so now I'll tell you the same.

I keep you in my thoughts and my heart, lilmissy. I know how hard it is to not give up. Your daily promise shows your strength and courage, and your words show your kindness. Gentle hugs

Hug, I hope you feel better. Good luck on the move. I have to help move my mom in a few weeks.

Thank you guys so much, it really means a lot to me
Big hug to everyone <3