Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) Support Group
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Ouch. Wifi was out so I was off of DSPTSD for a day the day before yesterday. I don't know if it's direct cause and effect, but it looks like daily PTSD maintenance must be essential for me because missing a day of PTSD support here led to my having BAD PTSD flashbacks. They were directly about the worst of my several traumas, the time when trained military professional torturers tortured me in Uruguay when I was a 15 year old missionary kid in a war zone abroad.
I don't expect anyone to have ever heard of Uruguay nor of what happened there, but it was like in this film trailer. What happened to me was what happened to the 3 guys depicted in the film, and one of them in the trailer, Huidobro, helped me in my PTSD recovery for 31 years until he passed away from old age in 2016.
Trailer for 2018 A 12 Year NIght About the 12 year dictatorship that gave me PTSD as a missionary kid.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y97o1phiyRY
Huidobro prepared me for how we could go on and have good lives as torture survivors but how PTSD would always be with us, too. That's why he never let go of me for 31 years and stuck by me. It's been 6 years since his passing in 2016 and I've worked through the grief of losing him as my father figure in PTSD recovery. But I missed him a lot yesterday when I had torture flashbacks bad again.
Support welcome, amigos. I'm still hurting today, it seems. Ouch.
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Hey All...I hope that you have a lovely, peaceful beginning of your weekI have a bunch of chores that need doing but may put them off til tomorrow and just hang out with my landlord/roomie todayWhat about you?...Anything special going on?Have a great day and take good care of you!!..Xo
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Once again I've had a fever today. I'm not going to the hospital because that's a huge waste of time but I did schedule a dr appointment for Wednesday afternoon.
Paw bump of solidarity.
things... one being the recent incident... Sending you support for today, hope it will be better...
gentle hugs
Aqui contigo amigo holding out my hand
Sending support, strength & many prayers
Gentle hug <3
Breathing with you,my friend.
So sorry you are being made to relive the horrors you experienced.
Just try to keep repeating,"My name is Muji,it is 2022,and i am safe now.
It is going to be alright.
Praying for you,ok?
Thank you for always being supportive as well. You inspire me.