Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) Support Group
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When I was little my father was molesting me, along one of many during my early childhood, but one partal memory made self hate strong and I could I could not admit to myself that the only person I trusted at that young age was also in the room duringmy being molested by one person my older brother. Not sure what to think or what....kind of relieve in one way at least I know what that part of the anger is about. It is the sadness over the other 6 people in different settings and brother that make me depressed.. still angry but at the right person my brither...but in the past I always take it out on me.
If I'm angry at someone, I take it out on me.
I'm terrifically sorry you have this stuff to go through. When my memories were starting to come back it was like getting hit by a truck.
...It's gotten easier.
It DOES get easier. Keep going. You just have to keep going, ok?
When my life is feeling suck? I suck, whammo.
And my memories returning? Oh so not making that less of a lifelong pattern, but it did explain a lot for me, and eventually, it really does get easier.
Just take it one day, one step at a time---it's a *lot* to cope with---so give yourself the space and room and kindness to do so, okay?
We're here.