September 10th will mark the 7 year anniversary of a HUGE, major and very scary surgery. It was a 7 hour surgery. They put boiling chemo in my abdomen for two hours after the surgery part. I was so scared before going in. I had another surgery six months before that. I had a hysterectomy, part of my colon out and a bunch of tumor removed. The reason for all this is because i had appendix cancer. I am better than I used to be with PTSD but anniversaries still get to me. I can feel it like it is happening all over again. I hate it :(