i think this move is more traumatic for me than for the kids.

We are on campus with a faith based group hat houses single moms who are processing things.

Ex has been harassing me.

Our tiny apartment is all set up.

 I have been trying to be self aware emotionally and I can’t. 

Its like I’m just in go mode. But there’s nothing left to do so I don’t know what to do. 

Kids go to ex’s Moms tomorrow and I told him he can go see them if he’d like. No response.

he doesn’t like my request for time sharing and thinks I’m an awful human but won’t give a counter offer. He says he doesn’t know what I want and keeps telling me to speak but I’ve been clear and he will not say what he wants.

Hes a mess. 

Clearly im not sleeping but the kids are.

Just checking in.

When I picked them up from daycare, got to the little ones room and she laid back onto the floor, rolled over and hugged a new friend and patted for me to sit down. She didn’t want to leave. They both like it. First day for them has been great. I guess I did a good job telling them about the move. They both understood and were excited. I’m shocked that a 2/3 year old can candle things so well.