I am at the point that I am moving forward of becoming healthy and one of those things is relocating closer to friends/family. Family for me is a family who I mad from friends and I hope this makes sense.
I called down home to a supportive friend telling her that my move down home will happen within the next year. The supportive friend called back on my home phone excited about my news and telling me about her exciting new. Which is her and her family are moving to florida beginning of october. Hearing the news throw me into a tail spin and some triggers like abandonment issues. Happy for my supportive friend and sad for me because even though we always did not talk much and did not see each other much at least I knew she was down home. I hope this makes sense.
I am not sure what else to say right now except I am very sad and angry all rolled into one.