People here try and help you but you just abandon threads when they do. As was asked in the last thread you started, do you have a therapist?

No, i don't.....because i don't have insurance. If i did i would have one.....

I've seen you post a lot and it seems to me that you need a higher level of care than can be offered here on the forum. Are you at the very least reading websites dedicated to PTSD? Are you reading books about PTSD? You need to educate yourself as much as possible. There are resources out there for people unable to afford therapy. Every state....Hell, every county is different, so I can't advise you on what is available to you. I belong to a mental health agency that is only available in two counties in my state. We are lucky to have it. The thing about PTSD is that it is nearly impossible to heal on your own. You can try but it is going to take you a helluva long time.

I've been reading about it online and stuff. I was just writing on here, mainly, to see if anyone besides myself is going through rage. I know doing it on my own is going to take forever to fix and i am going to try and find a therapist that will take payments on a sliding scale, so that i can get the proper help that i need to treat the symptoms....

Yeah i feel that same as you.
I've had a hard time fidning help too no insurance.

Is very hard to heal on your own, the informing yourself very well is good advice, i'm hanging in there just by it and the support here for now.

Are you in FL, here's a link to NAMI they may tell you where to call, tell them you're a mom and having a lot of probs.

I think that they may have more help if you have children, i don't and i'm on that bracet where they don't really want to offer you help.

ops here's the link

http://www.nami.org/Template.cfm?Section=your_local_nami&Template=/CustomSource/AffiliateFinder.cfm&State=FL