I don't no the reason why? I think of that myself, I do no god has a plan for all of us, what it is I'm not sure. I have to continue to have faith,beleive and grow stronger through all I had to endure with my daughter. I wish I could answer why? but I can't. Stay strong, love yourself and grow from all the negative you have been through. Turn it into positive and one day help another with everything you have learned.

Dear hlep, This is one of the things about PTSD that's been hard for me to live with, too. There's a certain amount of crap that exists in the universe, and sometimes we're there when it hits the fan. It seems like it took the universe a while to pull the plug on my fan, too, and sometimes it starts up again for God knows what reason and I have to look for the circuit breaker in the dark while ducking splattering crap. I hope you feel better and get some peace, whether or not you figure out why all this stuff is floating around the universe.

Hello! Just wanted to let you know you are loved by me and I still support you 100%!!!!! Here for you anytime! Love your friend forever, Jolynn :)

I think about it like accidents, they're random.
No reason.
Sorry it happened to you too......hugs

I hope i wasn't crude with my reply, whati mean is that just like a drunk driver (loser) hits an innocent person and hurts them or kills them.
A lot of us were born to irresposible, poor excuses of human beings and there is a lot of "evil" in the world, but when people say "God only knows why he does things" first, i'm not sure that there is a God, and frankly it would have to be a very sadistic God to let an innocent child suffer because of some "bigger" plan He had, that He was going to tell us about later.

Accidents of life,random not specific and for no reason.They do cause a lot of suffering and the people that caused should pay, but even that doesn't always happen.

hugs

thank you for all your support

I agree with amiko.

There is no why, it is just random. And when I get into a mood where I think that life has been rough for me, I try to remember that so many people have it much worse.

It's just luck, the wrong place at the wrong time, and for some of us that wrong place can be the very womb in which we were created. We're just one roll in a cosmic game of craps.

But now that we have PTSD, what we do with it, that is the part that has meaning. That is the part that has direction. We can use our PTSD as a chance to learn.

It is hard, agonizingly hard, to live through PTSD. But is there any time we really learn anything new or important that isn't difficult? I don't think so.

We have to walk through such dark, frightening places when we have PTSD. We can use it to learn and grow.

I think I have learned a huge amount since I got PTSD. I learned a huge amount from having been abused and assaulted and paupered and hung out to dry. The thing is, if all this nasty crap hadn't happened to me, I would have never learned this much. I would have been WAY too chickenshit, given the choice. So it was a mandatory education.

Life gave us lemons. Fuck lemonade, let's make whiskey sours.