I guess the stress is affecting me more than I realised. Either that or it's just sleep deprivation. A total of 5 hours over the last 7 days? Yeah, not exactly healthy. Had syncopes again this morning.

I'm at that point of exhausted where you don't really feel the exhaustion anymore. It's like I look at everything through a fog, like everything is sort of toned down. It would bother me, but I don't have the energy left to care.

I reckon a good cry would be useful right now, but I can't, my emotions are locked away right now. I know they're still there, which I suppose is somewhat reassuring, but I don't have access to them. I'm not one for crying anyway.

It's oddly peaceful, but not the nice kind, more calm-before-the-storm, if any of that makes any kind of sense. If it doesn't, I blame it on the insomnia.

I need sleeeeeeep. And maybe a hug? *smiles tiredly*
I think I have a headache...