Well, I am sorry your butt's getting kicked, bluedragon :( don't worry about here...you're a good friend. Can you talk about the depression?

Chemical immobility, really, I think. Plus the usual self-sabotage...I don't need more time at the gun range; I shoot myself in the foot just fine!

It's okay. I haven't posted much until recently because stress and depression too.
I hope you feel better.

No need to apologize. From my perspective you are always helpful to me.

Big squishy hug for you sweetie...xo

Ya, no need to say sorry!!!! Depression sucks and I totally understand when it kicks my arse and I cannot participate in anything.

Do what you need to do for you hun! xoxo

You are still awesome.

No need for apologies! We understand.

Hey can you start look for things that are beautiful or things you are grateful for? That might help.

Until you are feeling better, self-care, self-care, self-care!!

blue, you've given a lot here. No need for apologies, no one keeps score. Even just being here and saying you're having your butt kicked by depression is liable to help one of us who's going through the same and didn't have the strength to say so. You're not just an inspiration when you're on top of things. You're an inspiration when you are vulnerable, too, like right now. We're with you.

Ditto to everything that has already been said. Just remember we love ya.