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hey so im gonna say sorry right now for the spelling haha
so about 4 months ago i broke uo with my girlfriend of two years because im bi-sexual and i wasn't ready to settle down she was and i felt it was not fear to her ... i should mention that we are now Best friends and we work together ima chef she is a waiter , my problem is that her new boyfriend often comes to work to see her i dont mind this infact i encourage it he trys really hard to make her happy n i want her to be happy, my problem is that she is completely INCAPABLE of lieing. to me today she informed me that he is going back to her house to sleep with her..... im her friend i care about her, i have taken care of her every day of the last two years, i i promised her parents that she would be safe i kept that promise she is safe i went bunkrupt i fought people to keep her safe literally i have scares to prove it i saved her life twice no really twice. im just so angry why would she tell me that . IM SO FUCKING ANGRY. im an alcoholic so im drunk and i feel so much RAGE im so ANGREY the thought of anther man touching her. she says she still loves me. i have not cryed this much in a long time im so lonely i just wanted to protect her and she rubbed it in my face.....
i don't know if there is any advice for that but FUCK your all ive got.
so about 4 months ago i broke uo with my girlfriend of two years because im bi-sexual and i wasn't ready to settle down she was and i felt it was not fear to her ... i should mention that we are now Best friends and we work together ima chef she is a waiter , my problem is that her new boyfriend often comes to work to see her i dont mind this infact i encourage it he trys really hard to make her happy n i want her to be happy, my problem is that she is completely INCAPABLE of lieing. to me today she informed me that he is going back to her house to sleep with her..... im her friend i care about her, i have taken care of her every day of the last two years, i i promised her parents that she would be safe i kept that promise she is safe i went bunkrupt i fought people to keep her safe literally i have scares to prove it i saved her life twice no really twice. im just so angry why would she tell me that . IM SO FUCKING ANGRY. im an alcoholic so im drunk and i feel so much RAGE im so ANGREY the thought of anther man touching her. she says she still loves me. i have not cryed this much in a long time im so lonely i just wanted to protect her and she rubbed it in my face.....
i don't know if there is any advice for that but FUCK your all ive got.
I think it's going to be really hard to figure out what you really want and what's going to make you happy unless you tackle your drinking. I hope you plan on getting the support and doing the work needed to do that.
To me, there's questions here about why she'd say such a thing---oblibious? Spiteful? Using you? Testing your "loyalty"? I don't know. But maybe once you are calmer, you can answer that, and it will help you decide if she's really someone to have as a friend.
Good luck,a nd please, do nothing rash in your rage or with your drinking.