Oh yes. And somewhere inside me there is a reason, but it's often like a major hunting expedition to find it.

Yes....... I actually will go back to bed for a cat nap in hopes of waking in a better mood. It doesn't always work!! lol

What way have I've not woke up, angry, frightened, confused, suicidal... like jump with a first quick step to kitchen very, very sharp knife drawer... Fortunately, I have had a lot of training to circumvent those kinds of feelings.

I don't think we are alone with anything. Weird knowing people with our kind of problems kind of help us and we know we don't want anyone to have our problems. "Life is not for me to understand; life is just for me to live." (A woman ten years younger and 100 years wiser)

How many times have you heard,
hang in there,
RICHARD