I am falling down the slippery slope into depression. I have no energy and no interest in the things that I normally do, finding it hard to sit at the computer and type but need consoling!
It was my grandson's christening on weekend. Left home at 10 am and got home at 4. I knew I would be tired but I am exhausted - worse 3 days later. And emotional - upset at how my husband's family treated me at christening. They basically said hello and that was it, sat at their table and did not move. When i tried to mingle they sat with arms crossed and did not make any effort, let alone say "How are You?" I never bore people with details and usually say "Good Thanks" as I realise people do not really want to know.

All I can think is they cannot reconcile that I can look normal and walk and smile, with me telling one of them, at Christmas, what this disease was. She asked many questions so i answered. Have not heard from one of them since! This is all very upsetting and makes me cry - which i normally don't. Take a deep breath. This combined with overdoing it is really knocking me for 6! (Strange expression) Thanks for listening.