Okay. I really don't go on FB. It was really a challenge from my therapist to put my picture out there and face a fear. Once I did it, I was so happy I did. I did get in touch with a lot of old friends from high school. My FB is there, but like I said, I don't really go there. I did go on today, because I received a link that a friend of mine from school published a book. I went on and congratulated her with a comment. She received so many comments from people I knew and hadn't seen in a long time. I started poking around looking on their pages. I was almost out of there. FB showed me people that I may know. I started looking through the list. He was there. I noticed a new profile picture than when we were together. I opened it to get a better view. When I opened it, there were 3 comments on the photo. What the hell, I went in. What I saw doesn't surprise me, it just put me in a funky mood and made me mad as hell. There was a woman who posted the comment, "oh wow, the man that stole my money". Same thing he did to me basically. I should be happy to know that no one will ever get better treatment than I did. My life is going great and blessings are really flowing. I should have never looked. I'm feeling bad, because even though I know better, I can't seem to grasp that he used me so badly and caused so much damage in my life. Now, just like that, he's on to the next and who knows how many other women he's done this to. I have to face the reality again, that I wasn't special and I'm just a number. Thanks for letting me vent and get this out. I guess I'm posting for someone that may see this. They may want to poke around or contact that person. Maybe if they see this, it will save them some unnecessary heartache. No contact, no contact, no contact. This includes snooping. Praying us all through this. Hugs!