I have an update to my last post. Just need support!!

Well I just put up a post last week talking about my ex/baby's father. Well we had a good talk yesterday and it finally made me realize he is NOT going to change and its best for me to leave him alone. Well Saturday night he called me at 12:51 at night and I was ASLEEP. So the next day I text and asked him what he needed since I missed his call and he asked me had I been out the night before and I was like NO I dont have the luxury of going out all the time because im at home taking care of OUR Child AAAARRRHH. Anyway he says why didnt you answer my call and I was like I was sleep! OMG he is very frustrating. So about 5:30pm he calls me again I didnt have my phone with me so I missed his call again and then he sends me a text message saying "Why dont you ever answer the phone." So like a dummy i call him back. Then he is like when I call you , you need to be answering my phone calls! Then I told him im not going to carry my phone with me everywhere i go just because you might call me. He really thinks he is a king or some shit like that. Anyway when he said that it brought back some memories because a year ago he told me if I didnt pick up the phone when he called me then he would beat my ass. So I cant let go of the past and I started crying and basically told him that I cant do this anymore and its best if we go our seperate ways. He told me I was pussy and that made me even more upset and i just went off and told him everything I felt about him. What kindof man would call a woman a "PUSSY" im just like damn thats just plain disrespectful!!! Well out of all of this he said that all the threats he made and everything he said in the past he meant it and he said that he would never change. He acts like im his property and he owns me and truly beleives that to keep a woman in line you have to beat there ass. I truly think something is wrong with him in the head and he needs help. I finally realized i should have never gave him my number. I feel stupid as hell. All the nice shit he was saying is just BULLSHIT. Everyone keeps telling me your son needs to know his father. FUCK THAT my son is doing just fine without him and he has enough father figures in his life I cant have my son being raised by a man like that. I feel like my son would grow up doing the same things to woman and I cannot have that. So im his mother and his father. Im going to work my ass off to make sure he turns out to be a respectful young gentleman.

After all is said and done this shit hurts like hell and i was up crying all night and could not sleep. I do still love him but I also know god will send me someone 10 times better. I just have to be patient. I think its more hard simply because we have a baby together and my son looks just like him!!! Help me !!!