Physical & Emotional Abuse Support Group
Abuse is a general term for the treatment of someone that causes some kind of harm (to the abused person, to the abusers themselves, or to someone else) that is unlawful or wrongful. No one deserves abuse, period. Abuse can be emotional, physical, or sexual.
Hello everyone!
So glad to be back. ugh he gone. I'm sad again. I miss him again. i text him i call no answer from him i thought i wohld learn from the last.time. but ugh......
so starting today i am going to not text him. not call him. And be very busy.
i cried when i kicked him out. so bad i was on my knees in the shower. then out of somewhere. i got this thought that he not crying. he left. after i got dressed i text him letting him know he left some things on my.truck.and then he told me to.wait. i left. it was hard but my oldest daughter's and there men were there to keep me from caving. it was hard it was so draining i was so sad all day.
i feel like I'm running. on a treadmill. trying to get my life in order before i go back to work on Wednesday.
Gladly i paid all my bills snd went broke on buying stuff for the house and my truck. but now i got sick and missed a week Of work. and don't know how I'm going to pay this months payment for the truck. I don't know how ima do it without his help.
my mind is so.drained from All the emotional abuse. my body.is.healing from being sick. but my heart is broken.
i am ok though and can't wait to get back to work. whew! Hopefully this is it for both me and him. we gave it one alast try. and it didn't work. so now to work on moving forward is the best thing to do for me.
That moment when i started to feel like i didn't want to live anymore was what snapped me out of it. no man should have that much control over anyone. i felt so upset at myself for.feeling that way. but i am slowly getting back to normal. i have support here at home but i feel like they get tired of all the reruns in my soap opera.
thank you all here forr your support and shoulders. You have been my sanity. and will continue to post here as often as i can.
luv n BIG ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))) to you all
So glad to be back. ugh he gone. I'm sad again. I miss him again. i text him i call no answer from him i thought i wohld learn from the last.time. but ugh......
so starting today i am going to not text him. not call him. And be very busy.
i cried when i kicked him out. so bad i was on my knees in the shower. then out of somewhere. i got this thought that he not crying. he left. after i got dressed i text him letting him know he left some things on my.truck.and then he told me to.wait. i left. it was hard but my oldest daughter's and there men were there to keep me from caving. it was hard it was so draining i was so sad all day.
i feel like I'm running. on a treadmill. trying to get my life in order before i go back to work on Wednesday.
Gladly i paid all my bills snd went broke on buying stuff for the house and my truck. but now i got sick and missed a week Of work. and don't know how I'm going to pay this months payment for the truck. I don't know how ima do it without his help.
my mind is so.drained from All the emotional abuse. my body.is.healing from being sick. but my heart is broken.
i am ok though and can't wait to get back to work. whew! Hopefully this is it for both me and him. we gave it one alast try. and it didn't work. so now to work on moving forward is the best thing to do for me.
That moment when i started to feel like i didn't want to live anymore was what snapped me out of it. no man should have that much control over anyone. i felt so upset at myself for.feeling that way. but i am slowly getting back to normal. i have support here at home but i feel like they get tired of all the reruns in my soap opera.
thank you all here forr your support and shoulders. You have been my sanity. and will continue to post here as often as i can.
luv n BIG ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))) to you all
Thank you for the update, I have been worried about you.
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I'm trying to remember the bad times. the arguing the dismissal of affection. Withdrawal. name calling. no intimacy. head games. but it all disappears when i see the truck. or i run into a dilemma of sorts. i want him to see me. miss me. love me. and he was giving it his all until recently. the cheating. i forgot thd cheating. see how easy it is. k i think i refreshed now. go take a long hot bath and then get ready for work.