Physical & Emotional Abuse Support Group
Abuse is a general term for the treatment of someone that causes some kind of harm (to the abused person, to the abusers themselves, or to someone else) that is unlawful or wrongful. No one deserves abuse, period. Abuse can be emotional, physical, or sexual.
I'm wondering if you are going about this the wrong way. And i'm sorry this isn't working out for you. That can be very frustrating.
All the best with your self therapy.