Physical & Emotional Abuse Support Group
Abuse is a general term for the treatment of someone that causes some kind of harm (to the abused person, to the abusers themselves, or to someone else) that is unlawful or wrongful. No one deserves abuse, period. Abuse can be emotional, physical, or sexual.
I am so sorry things are so rough. I know about the part can't make yourself get out of bed.
I know people probably asked this, but have you tried getting in touch with the local women' center? They have shelter and resources they can help you with.