Physical & Emotional Abuse Support Group
Abuse is a general term for the treatment of someone that causes some kind of harm (to the abused person, to the abusers themselves, or to someone else) that is unlawful or wrongful. No one deserves abuse, period. Abuse can be emotional, physical, or sexual.
I am sorry that things are feeling bleak now. It never helps when you feel ill as well and can not be around your children (although I don't have children I know the love of children).
As you know, feeling as decisions change... words are used to manipulate (in these weird relationships)... Emotions change and the thought process reasons...
Today is bleak.
Hopefully tomorrow you will wake, physically feeling better, be able to care for your self, nurture your self with food and water and start to let your creative brain process things differently and find a measure of comfort or peace to hold on to....
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