My uncle asked me this morning why I am so angry. Ive always been the sweetheart of the family but my crazy abusive ex boyfriend ruined that. Im always depressed . Whenever anyone ask me a question I snap at them (Ive never been like that)! My brothers and my mom say the same thing why are you yelling all the time? Has anyone else experiened this after an abusive relationship. Im pretty sure its common to feel like this. Sometimes i get so angry I start shaking and people think im crazy ,but I tell them just leave me alone until I calm down. I take my anxiety medicine to cool off. Some of you on here no my story but for those of you who dont here is a little summary.
Had an abusive relatioship for three yrs. We had a child together and about 9 months ago he was threatning to kill me. Lost contact with him had a nervous breakdown after that. I was dealing with a brand new baby and a man who was telling me " He was going to put me in my grave" Then in the same breath told me he loved me! Now he is back trying to manipulate me and basically hurt me again found out he had a girlfreind and now he has found another victim! I need help badly or Im going to lose it! I have a son that is one yrs old I can't continue to live my life like this. I just want to get back to the old me! Any advise would be greatly appreciated.