I'm pretty sure the guy who used to emotionally and sexually abuse me is stalking me. I might be paranoid. I don't know.

I have given him several warnings to leave me alone since our break-up. But he wanted to be passive aggressive, and he started skulking around my desk at the campus library. At the same time, at the same day - I think he only came in when I was working. He hasn't done that this semester, but it happened a lot last semester.

There are these chairs that face these low coffee table in the main buildings. I came out of class once, and he was sitting there, facing me - he had turned the chair around so it's back was to the table; it's not supposed to be that way. What's worse is that the classrooms have these glass walls that face towards the main hallway, so he could see me. He could watch me. When I came out, he was the first person I saw. Laer, I filed a no contact form with the school. That was last semester, too.

This semester, he found me on the first day of school. I was walking with roommate, and I moved around so she would be closer to him. He wouldn't hurt her, or at least I didn't think he would. Then, that afternoon, I was sitting down and looking through my notebook. I look up, and there he is, two or five feet away, coming closer. I panicked; I was ready to lash out with my notebook. I yelled at him to leave me alone. Somebody reported me to the dean, and she yelled at me for breaking the no contact form. Even though I was the one who filed it.

And now, today, he was in the cafeteria. He was packing up his computer - he always needs that fucking thing with me; he's nothing btu a shitty addict. I went into the kitchen thinking he was just going to leave. That it would be fine. Next thing I know, I look and he's at the other end of the kitchen (it's a small kitchen). And he's not looking at the food or the line, he's looking at me. He's looking at me and walking closer. I sprint down a nearby hallway, and hide in an empty office. 

Why would he pack up and then go in to get more food? He's addicted to his computer; he's not against eating at it, in fact he prefers it. why would he pack up, and then go in? Why? That doesn't make sense. Did I not see correctly? It looked like he was packing up. And why was he looking at me? was he worried I'd yell at him again? Why didn't he just walk the other way, then? That's what I always do when I see him, because I'm not a creep. I genuinely just want to be left alone. I want everybody to leave me alone.

Am I being paranoid? What if he was hiding his computer so it won't get stolen? But since when has he cared? He's never put it away to get food before.

Nobody in school will do anything about it. They just say that it's a small school; they can't help it. The police won't doing anything. Nobody wants to help me.