I think he is trying to come back to me. The last fews days he has told me I have been acting different because I told him that if we got back together I didnt feel like I needed to be under supervision or called names and all that. His living arrangements have changed which was with another girl). Now i think he is trying to live w/ me. I DONT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN. I told him that too and he said that it broke his heart. Made me feel really bad when he said that. I just dont want to feel nervous about coming home, afraid he is going to argue w/ me and call me names. Although he is not calling me names today I know it will eventually happen like unsual. I am a full time college student and work part time. I pay for my own apartment. And I just dont want extra stress added w/ him being here. I told him he needs to just get a job and get his own place. ( he is on his own, he never had his parents to help him, although he is 24 he didnt have his parents to help get him started, thats why he has been living w/ othe ppl his whole life). But its enough of the excuses right? He wont get a job. I should just show him tough love right? not give in? Also its a problem because my mom comes to my apartment for lunch break almost everyday and they dont get along. I can't tell her she can't come over here. That is really too much stress on me dealing w/ all that. That sounds really selfish but I have done EVERYTHING for him and I was abused. Its time to do me right? I dont need to baby him and give in to what he wants....right?
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