my ex was alot of things nice, sincere and swee. was not any of them. He was a jerk and it makes me so angry it has took me so long to find out he was really a jerk. i wasted so much percious time on him thinking every word he said was sincere and true. I was called a bitch daily if something went wrong it was my fault,always my faulthe made me 100 percent les than like was pure shit, but again i couldnt see it when we were together. i remeber the one time i opened up about a guy in high school who hit me, slowly after that things statred to happen i would find marks and bruises on myself in the shower when i would say look loook what u did to me he would laugh right in my face and say oh well u must have done it,i remeber he kicked me a few times i fell and hit the coffee table and he laughed , another time he kicked me so hard i fell and hit the door frame to his closet with my head almost knocking over a night stand table he again laughed and said hahah looked what u did. i wish i could have seen it all before i wasted time on him what a jerk. i could never see how much of a jerk he really was, i feel so mad so angry how could all this have happened to me ?why why i dont understand it makes me very angry. he knew what he was doing the whole time. i... i ..,it just makes me so mad. ill never forget it. how evil, how much of a liar,how could you how could he