So as some of you know, the ex and I started a business running a horse farm a couple years back. We each put a good chunk of money in for the start-up.

When I finally had enough, we signed an agreement that he would pay me back most of the money. Not too surprisingly he has failed to live up to this promise. So today I filed suit against him. The Sheriff's offense should be serving him in the next couple of weeks.

I strategically chose today as the filing day but won't go into those details. On the way to the courthouse, I felt a myriad of emotions. Anxious, sad, satisfied, angry and disappointed.

How did this become my life? How did this man who proclaimed his undying love at one time turn out to be so mean and evil?

And knowing him, he will certainly give the Sheriff a run for his money. The guy, I think, truly believes he is above reproach. He will tuck and hide, no doubt.

Anyway, despite the emotions, the overwhelming feeling is relief. Relief that I got away from him before he completely and totally destroyed my physical and mental well-being. I feel extremely fortunate in that respect. Even if I lost "my dream" of the farm in the process.

Thanks again for all of you and the unwavering support you have provided. Again, I don't know where I would be without you guys.