Physical & Emotional Abuse Support Group
Abuse is a general term for the treatment of someone that causes some kind of harm (to the abused person, to the abusers themselves, or to someone else) that is unlawful or wrongful. No one deserves abuse, period. Abuse can be emotional, physical, or sexual.
This year will make 13 years of marriage and my husband is a heartless monster at times. He talks down on me and my family. He says he's better than us. He has hit me in the past but last night was a new all time low he reached. He choked me in front of our 7 year old daughter. And as she screamed in fear he told her that's what happens when you provoke someone. I feel like death inside. I feel like the worse mother ever. How could I not protect her. I hate myself for this. He's never done it in front of her. And he's saying it's my fault. Maybe it is. I should have just shut up. I know better than to have an opinion or express my feelings in anyway. I pray that I can just be silent and protect my precious daughter. I want her to have both her parents in her life. And if I can just be silent it can happen. If I can just make it until she graduates
Why on earth would you prioritize your child having two parent over preserving your life and her mental health? Pack your bags and go immediately to a women's shelter. They have counselors there who can help you understand how flawed your thinking is right now.