I haven't been here since 2010. I should have been. I took my ex back. I was spinning out of control he stabilized me. things were great for 2 years and are getting bad again, he is from mexico and says he is going in November to visit his dad before he dies. thats great. he should. but in the mean time he has started taking at least 700 a month and sending to mexico, he didn't discuss this with me. now I cant pay the rent and my car payment. he says he is taking the truck which is in my name and we owe 15,000 on. If he does I will report it stolen. that way he can fill it up. he has to look good when he gets there. he also has a second cell phone. it was hidden in the truck. he doesn't know I found it. and i found papers today where he just sent 400 to mexico when the rent was due. he is also talking to women on face book in mexico and tries to pass them off as family. some ask for money. I dont know if I can hang in there till November. I know money wont hold out. he told me today I have to pay him to get him to leave. I know there is no real answer to this, but I needed to vent
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